You're Going the Wrong Way

by The Eikon Lamp

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1.
church fathers stirred an ardent song cast down and bloated arm to alm true anguished lore, ascetic pride eternal path, blind leading blind i've got this feeling no one's right ill words are the ionizing light dig deep your seminary shrine anchor what little you know i've got this feeling no one's right nothing you will is all aligned big ship in the soul of every thrall decant your blood and toil upstaged by where you wished to be just spit in mouth when urged to feed weak lungs are stifled open sores encoded, furtive, semaphore i've got this feeling no one's right ill words are the ionizing light dig deep your seminary shrine anchor what little you know i've got this feeling no one cares all mist and mirrors and blank stares why breathe when you can drink the sea why be anything other this one's for those that'd rather be tied down, corroded, and obscene if all desires here are dreams where would we be without you
2.
thirteen and wading through the mire i wouldn't give a thought to anyone it's like an endless waking dream washed up on distant shores and onerous give me a cave for any doubt give me a trenchfoot get me underground a nurse for unrelenting fear dim fists and deep release we cannot share the one i want breaks stones again she's singing wildly over everything a toss into the ocean depth a roar drowned out in flooding dissonance the voice outside is no man at all prevailing winds only a curtain call we could elope or dig in deep we could accede to what we thought we'd be i woke from my slow rest to feel it all rushing away a dismal home to weaving vines; an afterthought estate i felt, i said, i'd never lose this whole beneath the ancient god of small details i'll soon be a part for sure
3.
the worst's ahead of us i knew it from the dark cloth brewing dust just like a fading pace our turning's hard to comprehend this way it's to palladium long past traditions billed and spent too soon so quiet all along what's lost is beckoning to you anon if i couldn't try i won't be alive again i swear to god its ground to dust this world is full; can't break an obstacle your method's died; you're empty and blind no one can walk alone no one can see what no one knows they learn a simple line each path is weak and all too soon defined with will to cross it out high time to open up the cloth to us an image in a place no likeness and no empathy remain if i couldn't try i won't be alive again i swear to god its ground to dust this world is full; can't break an obstacle your method's died; you're empty and blind
4.
Dybbuk 05:26
i was empty in the baited way your veiled embrace it carried me spread arms like knotting tendrils clutching through the past and long you pull me down in roiling dirt that desperate words emboss and cling to loss i feared the deepest things i cried, consuming on the ides delve deep in all the years of fault we spin and spin and fall inert past empty sodden light you wouldn't recognize at all it's half past even guilt to turn the deaf eared callous passenger i'm holding tight to you; you feel everything i do and you would wait on a barren resting lull a little hollow in your soul where we bury you for all we owe
5.
Two Pariahs 10:29
fill your depredations beneath years of idle sight laid out on worn in floorboards your form bleeds into mine you were there then with me building walls and keeping in now basking in it full i've found we've caught ourselves again close every open window; board every glancing light bend your lissome figure be an aesthete or confide that'd i'd share every lesson learned and skin and sweating lapse a mute veneer, a bacchanal beneath an airless draft here i walk alone in dark lit halls on through my sleep you were a breathless anchored astrolabe divining at the seems and though i turn and roil in faith my heart could not give weight you were with me through the poison drink and obscured in the hate speak in tongues my secret life be foreign in your nerve rest your hand too firm in mine and sink into the fold lean into uncertain ardor cultivate for me a bond i couldn't muster; longing i couldn't wean years later in yerevan two kin laden souls would open up a well of hurt and demure clinging postures in between a capstone laden resonance cascades all through their world a hidden voice that's boiling water waiting for a stone to turn
6.
Remand 05:49
didn't need much to go on this time first word of it through opened eyes under moon there's enmity beneath abscond with artifice to streets were you sleeping where the list was made did you pin your ears and fade away its a night of torch lit arms for them no sanctuary safe within big headwinds force you to decide a window with a view outside no future for the strawman's serf ballast against the withered earth could this be it for our dalliance in alleyways like labyrinths plunge your foot into the new abyss turn inward from the desperate you tunnel up and to the mark topsoil breaking round your heart a married fist thrust in the air a pregnant wish that you've prepared much later on i saw a ghost i couldn't know i didn't know how rationing will make you whole the fevered weight you bear alone
7.
for a momentary lapse forever catalan i'd bent like a cigarette fed native lot like foothill picket fence were we free from anyone or prisoners to the path the bit we'd carried up to breath is lost out in the grass red and brown, not black and brown no comfort in the means a telescope unreachable a blank exigency there's nothing like a reckoning for punching above your weight in a vacant church a subversive finds a room that's never late
8.
Wyrm 05:15
i bet you didn't feel it when your chest was caving in where an epigraph kept all you ever were there's no hunger in the wage; just motion coiling itself in limbless patient folds from a thousand nightly spins all engraving it again your love lost living messenger hangs on you wouldn't walk away, not from anything to seed the end of whatever displaced on numbered days you feed the wyrm hysterical and unchastened in heavy air you feed the wyrm passive in the rune singing on numbered days you feed the wyrm hysterical and unchastened in heavy air you feed the wyrm bloodied from the bones breaking
9.
i'd conceived of nothing less than ships approaching in evening hours where others come from long abroad i wait for days and eager musing on the gains of persistence strength of ideals and iterate we take apart the wealth of time piercing in the way it catches up you bring to bear an avalanche from marmara to anyone who feels the rust in foundations built around us weighing down on posterns that conceal the works in silence and never knowing the cost to which we give over an avalanche for little things that christen all of our voyage homes life seems to feel elusive on its own wait for the day it carries you to face the thing you wouldn't want to lose an obelisk to something small austere shadow casts another image from the litanies heritage we're lost reclaiming and beyond that the taurus crests over long lost evidence that we are not to pass along heavy as bulwark and tranquil though we pray for the delusion's ending blow the tower of mice is on its way down go to where all our forebears were safe inside the world that we once knew
10.
under the porphyry i swear i'd lost a sense of self like bending through i knew i knew it seems nobody else each prejudicial spin i take is manifested cold the denouement though curtains draw leads true to where we'll go i'm emptiest when feeling loaded here i'll lie in wait i sense as though its not enough through good i can afford from dropsy swells cold sweat as well my heart an open sore these things we do don't add up on a ledger or a dais i'm tonsured now but that's not enough at least not in this life i'm emptiest when feeling loaded here i'll lie in wait a single voice is searing over i couldn't quell its hate

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released February 28, 2021

All songs written and performed by The Eikon Lamp.

Tracked and mixed by Adrian at OHMSTEAD.
Mastered by Pete at Bricktop Recording.

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