at the center of your hope is a device

by The Eikon Lamp

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1.
Konkrete 08:06
A world that’s not your own Entombed in concrete Resolved in every life Sustain your father’s ghost Give up on nothing Drink in the foaming tide And I knew the way Like on the day I went back to church It was not different anywhere Our lives are faith in our then and there Observe your authored cost Before you’d seized it You’d force yourself apart And I lived the pain That on the day I went back to church It was not different anywhere Our lives are faith in our then and there Time to go underground In counterviolence Long may you reign in fear
2.
South & East 04:02
Its your tilted gait Of a thousand years of leaning always west And since you birthed this thought there’s no turning off The sorrow left then for what’s trampled over When human dignity is violable When I can predict how this all will go For each tattooed arm, and each train departed To the south and east our rational souls would go You’re just a Hapsburg man, Or a manifesto’s fresh new sycophant I wish you could graze on this apathy. To an unconcerned and misbegotten leading Through the sapper’s eye to unfiltered night To the student pogroms and clandestine rights And now on every door that’s been marked before And in every worthless bleeding heart that turns its own
3.
Politikal 05:08
Little rolls of paper; let them fall from your hands Smoke a cigarette now and you’re back there again A fist is pressing down on this nuclear life Measuring the runoff you’re hedging inside This stirring low despair, let it arch in your neck And though that ardor’s constant you can’t get it back A private world’s untruth you’re scrying in the moon That they’d forget is all you could ever see as proof
4.
Chthonic 09:20
It was at night, if you went out anymore - you would drift from street to street, looking through the bolted doors. A brush of fear, tugging deep within your nerves, a cracking whip you yearn to feel a little true in your marrow. For any right that you all could wish to have to outlast your permanence; to erase what you can’t give. Now you’re alone, deep in the canvas of the city; little black lights paint the sky, urgency propels your dreaming. And you’re in car that you labor to excise; changing colors, falling down, keeping lower than the eye That where it goes is an aim unto itself; how can you know when it is time? How can anything belie The notion that we are masters of ourselves when all around you is defined like a shackle or a glove And if there’s one thing you can keep, then it all comes rushing back. Chthonic Erinyes you were; now’s the hour to give it back.
5.
Iconoclast 07:58
Where were the fuses, pilot lights? Lockstep in everything but time. You chose to burn out like a match. You don’t know why you’re different. As when conviction meets the ground, a depth of self-inflicted doubt. You could do anything you want. You’ve learned enough of it now. Resist and put an end to it. Safe passage for your whole intent. Cut words out from the mouths of men. Consume and live again. Deep in your anguished molten core you stare and stare some more. You see the world refracted back. It looks like nothing real.
6.
Are you downwind from your own misgivings? Have you reckoned your wrong from right? Under seas of walls you were tumbling down You were caught up in the finite Like a sudden rush of enduring lore You believed you’re a brick that’s been caught In your heart of hearts is a verdict you Can only for a time hold off In the mise-en-scene where you’re holing up There’s a long knife in the back for you You can breathe the words till they actualize That you loathe all the things you do
7.
Theres 07:53
In the course of your stay, you raise your end line In the hours that wane in the absence of light And every message you read is a hurt the cuts deep In the hunger of friends, they return to their feeding What else could change in the time that’s passing? Were you ever ecstatic in the actions thought mattered? Would you look out and see in a world so rooted That you know what you give you give freely and true to yourself Is there anything more that you could possibly lose? Were you Danton or Rosa in their final confusions? You can stand up and fight so long as you’re alive But you lied to us all in how your purpose was all but your own
8.
Autumn 09:15
There’s a sense beneath the rights that tie us to the post inscribed with barely enough ink to read the damning plunge of history. What you’ve lost can never be out in the dying of retreat. Beneath the artifice you write there’s only you and me tonight. And I just can’t believe no more when blood is running through and over what once was austere on the road and collective we’re each our own.

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All songs written and performed by The Eikon Lamp.

Guitars/Vocals: Mike Riga
Bass: George Bach
Drums: Seth Engel

Tracked, Mixed, and Mastered by Pete at Bricktop Recording.

I was, I am, I shall be.

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released April 9, 2024

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